Post by Nessa on Sept 22, 2013 16:54:31 GMT -5
-she had taken off on her bike after Jake and Nahuel insisted that she choose between them. She couldn't. There was no way that she could choose between the two of them; she loved them both, a lot. And in order for her to keep the both of them happy, she had to let them both go. As her decision hit her, she sighed and sat down at the table; her parents had left to go hunt earlier, completely oblivious to the fact that she was in her treehouse. Which was fine with her. She had needed some time alone. She grabbed the paper out of her purse and a pencil, sat down at the table and started writing.-
Mama and Daddy,
Please don't worry about me, okay? I promise that I am fine.I'm just taking some time to get myself happier. Jake and Nahuel wanted me to choose, and I couldn't... I love the both of them so much. So I let them both go. I'm okay, though, I promise. I'm just gonna be on my own for a bit. I think it's time I think about myself, ya know? So that's what I"m gonna do. I love you both! I have my phone. Text me or call me if ya wanna see me or talk to me or somethin'. Love you. xoxoxoxox ~ Butterfly - PS: Please make sure Jake and Nahuel get their letters? <3
-she finished the note for her parents and sat it aside, the started on the more difficult of them; for Jake and Nahuel.-
Nahuel,
This hurts me so much. I wanted to stay with you. I wanted to be with you. But when you told me to choose, I couldn't do it. Because I love you both. As much as it hurts you, and Jake, I can't choose between you. So instead... I'm choosing me. Please don't lose touch. I do love you. And I am sorry I lied... I told you I'd never leave you.... But here I am.... I'm so sorry. I love you, Nahuel. <3 Always... Forever... Renesmee
-she wiped the tears from her eyes and slid the note aside after writing Nahuel's name on the front of the envelope. And now... her Jacob, her soul mate.-
Dearest Jake,
I'm sorry. You have loved me from the day I was born, and have been there for me in everything. You were my first love, my true love. You were my everything. And now... I don't even know where we stand or what we are anymore. Are we still soul mates? Are we meant to be? How can we be together when we've both grown apart? I don't understand this growing up thing, at all. I don't like it. I hate that I've hurt you. Please forgive me. I've decided that I need some time to myself. I do think you deserve to know, though, that I am staying in Forks. I won't come to La Push, so don't worry about my bothering you. I'll be here, I'll be safe. If you ever need me, please don't hesitate to call. I love you, my Jacob. Always. <3 Your Nessie.
-with a heavy heart, she put the letter in the last envelope, wrote his name on it and stood. The envelopes stood out drastically from the dark wood of the table; with her heart pounding, she turned on her heel and headed out. She'd go hunt for a bit, maybe get a hotel and sleep there. She would be okay, though. She always was.-
Mama and Daddy,
Please don't worry about me, okay? I promise that I am fine.I'm just taking some time to get myself happier. Jake and Nahuel wanted me to choose, and I couldn't... I love the both of them so much. So I let them both go. I'm okay, though, I promise. I'm just gonna be on my own for a bit. I think it's time I think about myself, ya know? So that's what I"m gonna do. I love you both! I have my phone. Text me or call me if ya wanna see me or talk to me or somethin'. Love you. xoxoxoxox ~ Butterfly - PS: Please make sure Jake and Nahuel get their letters? <3
-she finished the note for her parents and sat it aside, the started on the more difficult of them; for Jake and Nahuel.-
Nahuel,
This hurts me so much. I wanted to stay with you. I wanted to be with you. But when you told me to choose, I couldn't do it. Because I love you both. As much as it hurts you, and Jake, I can't choose between you. So instead... I'm choosing me. Please don't lose touch. I do love you. And I am sorry I lied... I told you I'd never leave you.... But here I am.... I'm so sorry. I love you, Nahuel. <3 Always... Forever... Renesmee
-she wiped the tears from her eyes and slid the note aside after writing Nahuel's name on the front of the envelope. And now... her Jacob, her soul mate.-
Dearest Jake,
I'm sorry. You have loved me from the day I was born, and have been there for me in everything. You were my first love, my true love. You were my everything. And now... I don't even know where we stand or what we are anymore. Are we still soul mates? Are we meant to be? How can we be together when we've both grown apart? I don't understand this growing up thing, at all. I don't like it. I hate that I've hurt you. Please forgive me. I've decided that I need some time to myself. I do think you deserve to know, though, that I am staying in Forks. I won't come to La Push, so don't worry about my bothering you. I'll be here, I'll be safe. If you ever need me, please don't hesitate to call. I love you, my Jacob. Always. <3 Your Nessie.
-with a heavy heart, she put the letter in the last envelope, wrote his name on it and stood. The envelopes stood out drastically from the dark wood of the table; with her heart pounding, she turned on her heel and headed out. She'd go hunt for a bit, maybe get a hotel and sleep there. She would be okay, though. She always was.-
