Post by Jacob Black on Apr 28, 2013 17:54:02 GMT -5
-It had been the first night Jacob had been alone since... well since Nessie had gone. He had tried to keep himself on patrol, with training and patrol. Jake had forgotten to eat the daily amount he needed to consume , having to keep shifting form also burnt the calories. Either way he still wasn't hungry, Billy had made him a bacon roll. Jacob had been looking at it for the last 36 minutes and counting.
All he thought about when alone is Nessie, he tried his best when in wolf form not to share his thoughts with the others. He had gone through that with the whole Leah, Emily, Sam thing. They had all had enough of that, even Leah had got much better at controlling her thoughts. On his own though, Jake's thought's were in over drive. Taking his roll, because Billy was still watching. Making sure he ate, Jake went to his room.
Laying the roll on his bed side cabinet, Jake collapsed onto his bed. Thoughts of Nessie flooding through his mind, the time were he first took her away, the time they had first held each other, first time they made love. So many firsts, so many happy memories. All for them to be squashed and taken away from him, Jacob wanted to do so much more with Nessie. There never seemed to be enough hours he could spend with her, she was breath taking. Why didn't he just go with her!? Ohhhh right yeah pack leader and all that! For one Fucking time why couldn't things just go right!!!!
A tear fell from his heavy lids, that's when sleep consumed him. Leaving him with dreams of his one and only true love.....
All he thought about when alone is Nessie, he tried his best when in wolf form not to share his thoughts with the others. He had gone through that with the whole Leah, Emily, Sam thing. They had all had enough of that, even Leah had got much better at controlling her thoughts. On his own though, Jake's thought's were in over drive. Taking his roll, because Billy was still watching. Making sure he ate, Jake went to his room.
Laying the roll on his bed side cabinet, Jake collapsed onto his bed. Thoughts of Nessie flooding through his mind, the time were he first took her away, the time they had first held each other, first time they made love. So many firsts, so many happy memories. All for them to be squashed and taken away from him, Jacob wanted to do so much more with Nessie. There never seemed to be enough hours he could spend with her, she was breath taking. Why didn't he just go with her!? Ohhhh right yeah pack leader and all that! For one Fucking time why couldn't things just go right!!!!
A tear fell from his heavy lids, that's when sleep consumed him. Leaving him with dreams of his one and only true love.....
