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Post by Jacob Black on Apr 9, 2013 14:16:11 GMT -5
-Jacob yawned, stretching out his aches as the nights antics had took it's toll. Smiling as he turned to see Nessie still there, at the next minute the smile was gone. Jake remembered why his aches were there, they had been saying their silent goodbye. No matter how much they didn't want to do it, it was time to voice what they knew. Jake let Nessie sleep that bit longer, he wanted to do this one last time also. Watching her sleep was something he had always enjoyed, this time however she did not seem to be at ease. Her eyes were not still behind her closed lids, a sigh escaped him. Neither of them wanted this, yet neither could leave their other loved ones behind. This was it, it was all or nothing..... In this case it was the begging of nothing, a life time of emptiness and nothing for Jake. How could he consider being with anyone else apart from his Nessie? The answer is he wouldn't be able to. All he could do was focus on his pack.
After 15 minutes of walking down memory lane (The times Nessie and himself were so in love they couldn't bare to be apart) Nessie caught him off guard in a day dream. She placed her hand on his arm, making Jake jump slightly.- Good morning my Nessie -The smile was so false there was nothing good about this morning.
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Post by Nessa on Apr 9, 2013 14:22:55 GMT -5
-she had lain there watching him deep in thought for a moment after she had woken up; he looked about as bad as she felt.-
Morning, Jacob.
-she ran a hand through her hair and sat up, her arms immediately wrapping around her naked body. No idea why she felt suddenly so modest, she snaked her arm around behind her and pulled the blanket across her body. Things were so... awkward now. What did she say? Sorry that I'm leaving you. I do love you, even though it may not seem like it. I have to go. just didn't seem right. So instead she stood there, wrapped in a sheet, and stared at him, trying to memorize every inch of his face, of his body, making sure that his smile and his laugh and his scent and voice stayed with her as clear as day.-
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Post by Jacob Black on Apr 9, 2013 14:45:36 GMT -5
-Jake looked deep into Nessie's eyes, looking up as to not let the tears flow that were welling up in his eyes.-
It's okay Nessie i know, i mean i know this is goodbye. I know neither of us can do what we need to stay together. -A lump in his throat clogged his words, taking a moment to recover himself before continuing.- I want you to know i love you.... that i will always love you. It was never the fact i had no choice in falling in love with you, i had a choice. I would chose it again even knowing it would not last, time with you i will never regret. -The tears escaped his eyes, running down his strong cheek bones. Two tears ran down each side like they were in a race to fall from his face, quickly followed by more.- This pain we feel now, is a sign of our love. It was strong, we were meant to be, however things have come between us now we must part. It is for the best that we try not to continue this, the distance would be to great of a strain. Best to remember each other as we are, the good times no struggling. Two people who fought to be together and lost, but of their own choice.
-Jacob's legs were about to lose the force of gravity, realization kicked in! He was saying goodbye for the last time. As his left leg buckled at the weight of him, he steadied himself with his hand against the wall. He had to be strong, well for now while he was in front of Ness. Jake didn't want her to suffer anymore than she already was, all he needed her to know was the past years he had been with her was real. He loved her, still did, but he loved her enough to let go.-
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Post by Nessa on Apr 9, 2013 15:18:38 GMT -5
Jake....
-the words hurt, even though she expected them. She couldn't believe that this is what it had come to; after all that they had been through, the thing that ended up breaking them was her moving. And not because she wanted to. Her parents were making her. They were making her leave behind everything that she had ever known, everything she had ever wanted, because her mom couldn't control her blood lust while at the reunion.-
She ruined everything!
-her tears fell and she collapsed onto the bed, pulling her sheet closer to her and crying as hard as she could into the sheet. She knew that Jake was barely holding on as it was, so at risk of causing anymore pain, she wiped away her tears, cleared her throat and managed to make herself stand. She put a hand on his shoulder and tilted his face up with her other, their lips pressing together in one final goodbye kiss.-
I love you. I will always love you. I promise. I'm sorry, Jake.
-with a final sigh, she dropped her sheet and went to throw on a pair of sweats and a tank top from her closet, not even looking at Jake as she passed him by and jumped from the tree house to the ground, then took off towards home.-
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Post by Jacob Black on Apr 9, 2013 15:31:38 GMT -5
It was coming anyway Ness, people were talking. If not now it wasn't going to be much longer! A matter of weeks if that. -As he watched her sob into the seat, his legs were becoming the substance of jelly. If he didn't leave soon he would fall. Nessie regained her composure, pressing a final kiss upon his lips. The feeling was rushed, the whole of this was too quick, yet dragging it out would only cause more pain-
I will always love you too, my Nessie....
-With those last words, Ness walked away to dress. He stood stock still, not daring to move, his legs couldn't handle the shift of body weight. She didn't look back again, he just watched as she jumped from the tree house.-
Time had passed, Jake had no idea if it was minutes or hours. The hole he had inside him had already made a presence, the one inside that was filled because of Nessie. The only way he could pull through, if he could was to stay busy with the pack. Jumping down from the same exit as Nessie, he made his way to the only thing that would keep him going..... his pack.-
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