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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 17:16:36 GMT -5
Edward Cullen relaxed further in the embrace of his wife Bella Swan as she rested her head in his broad chest as he watched her play with her wedding ring, twisting it and turning it between her fingers as he watched on in amusement. He had wanted to choose something more expensive, but Bella would have none of it. She wanted something small, something elegant. He remembered their debate on it, knowing that Alice would want to voice her opinion on the matter, but he eventually chose something simple; There was a warm breezing that washed over him, the meadow grass danced in the breeze, buds of pollen swirled in intricate circles around his head. They both had been laying in utter silence, listening to their surroundings.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 17:52:58 GMT -5
She twisted the ring in absent thought of everything that had been happening in their world and here they were, together. Which was what really and truly mattered most. Out of it all she had Edward, Renesmee, a wonderful family with the Cullens including her best friend and sister in law, Alice. Ryder, a strong little boy who was now her nephew. Things were just...perfect again. But the uncertainty of how long perfect could last in their world still worried her.
"This could never get old...being here with you...this spot."
Truth be told this one particular spot held many lasting memories for them, and another accomplishment from her hunt yesterday. She never knew how strong she was until as a newborn held her breath to avoid human blood, and surprised herself when yet again...she was able to resist the pull and allure of the blood that called to her, beckoning her forward. Instead, she was able to get them medical attention and saved his life. A lone hiker who was attacked by a lion, and she was able to resist. Maybe Carlisle was right after all. She still yet, however hadn't told Edward.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 18:03:40 GMT -5
Edward grinned as he ran his fingers through her luscious brown locks of hair, tracing the light feather touch with his finger tips as his still frame sunk further into the ground, the dirt brushing over his granite skin. He felt comfortable laid here in their meadow, their own peace of heaven.
"This could never get old...being here with you...this spot"
Edward smiled again as feeling utter peaceful and tranquil, he would have wanted to stay like this forever, have nothing touch them or their family. He wanted nothing but to be left alone with his family.
"It reminds me of the first time I brought you here" he whispered.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 18:30:32 GMT -5
Smiling, she sat up on her arm and traced a finger across his shirt. "I remember it through dull human eyes, I'm sure it was much more amazing than I even realize. You thought you were a monster, and that couldn't be farther from the truth." Looking into his eyes, she sighed and remembered the images of her favorite moments, pushing away her shield to allow him into her mind. Thoughts of sun light reflecting off of his radiant diamond like skin, shimmering with each ray of light. His perfect pale skin that was cold to her own touch, the smile that melted her insides as he looked into her eyes, looked into her soul.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 18:51:03 GMT -5
He could feel her wrap his mind into her shield as he could see everything that she was thinking, could see how she was feeling, how she had taken the new reveal that he was a vampire.
"Bella...There is still things that you do not know about me. I may not seem a monster to you, Renesmee or even Carlisle. But there are things that no one knows about me...Well maybe except Alice" he whispered.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 18:53:41 GMT -5
Sitting up more, she looked into his eyes with certainty.
"You told me everything. Or at least I thought you did...but Edward, whatever it is...I would never think any less of you or label you a monster. So, go on...what is it?"
She braced herself for what she was about to hear, but nothing could change her mind about him...
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 18:59:41 GMT -5
Edward hated, still hated what he was when he was first created, he hated what he had done or what he still could do to anyone who crossed his path.
"Bella...It is a part of my past. I do not wish to visit it again. You and Renesmee are my future. You do not need to know about it" he said as he sat up, his arms draping across his knees.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 19:06:41 GMT -5
Studying his face trying to understand why he'd brought it up if he didn't want to relive anything. It was weird that he'd say anything that was bothering him about his past and not include her in knowing about it. Touching his face softly, she smiled.
"I know you'll tell me in time, whatever it is. I may be your future, but your past doesn't define you...just remember that okay?"
He was still struggling with past choices, past mistakes, past urges. It hurt her to see him so unnerved at something. She'd just be there for him when he was ready to talk about it. For now, she wouldn't push him but wondered what it could be.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 19:12:18 GMT -5
Edward hated what he had done in his past, when Carlisle had tried to help him overcome his urges, but sometimes he could still hear them scream, he could still see their faces in his mind, every single one of them. He hated that he could not tell Bella, no one except Alice knew about it when she had tried to question him, get him to open up and talk about it.
"I don't think there will ever be a time for it Bella. Maybe" was all he could promise.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 19:16:40 GMT -5
His words worried her, he'd never been unable to confide in her about anything and she knew the only reason Alice knew was because she saw it. Maybe now wasn't the time to talk about the human from the other day and her urge to drain the life from him. She didn't, that's what mattered. What she feared though, was not being able to do it a second time. What would she do if she did kill someone? How could she live with herself.
"Just know I'm here?" Leaning closer to him she placed a gentle kiss on his lips, lingering there for a few seconds longer than usual.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 19:21:42 GMT -5
"I know" he whispered.
He felt her lips gently touch his as he felt his mind dispose of any thoughts that he welled up inside him, banishing them from his never ending thinking, wishing that for one day he could forget everything.
"I love you Mrs Cullen" he said offering her a soft smile.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Feb 20, 2013 19:23:42 GMT -5
She smiled and looked down, right about now her cheeks would be flamed with color, but they weren't. Looking back up slowly to meet his eyes, shaking her head. "There will never be enough words to describe my love for you Edward." With that she kissed his lips hard, crushing her lips to his and causing him to fall as she followed him down. The kiss grew and she didn't stop it or plan to any time soon.
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Post by Empress Ahdia on Feb 20, 2013 20:01:03 GMT -5
Studying his face trying to understand why he'd brought it up if he didn't want to relive anything. It was weird that he'd say anything that was bothering him about his past and not include her in knowing about it. Touching his face softly, she smiled. "I know you'll tell me in time, whatever it is. I may be your future, but your past doesn't define you...just remember that okay?" He was still struggling with past choices, past mistakes, past urges. It hurt her to see him so unnerved at something. She'd just be there for him when he was ready to talk about it. For now, she wouldn't push him but wondered what it could be.
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