Post by Nessa on Jan 31, 2013 20:57:48 GMT -5
-it had gotten even worse. She hadn't slept at all. When she had closed her eyes she had been haunted by visions of a woman hanging from a tree, whispered words about how men wanted nothing but sex then would leave in a heartbeat. The more she thought about it, the more the words made sense. She was with Jake because 'Fate' deemed it right. She didn't have a say in the matter! Ever since she had been born and Jake had lain eyes on her, that was it - no say for her. She was going to grow up, marry him, have his children and that was that.-
-she loved him. She knew she did, even when she was angry and wanted to hurt him. That was the thing. She loved him so much that it would kill her if he hurt her, if he decided he had enough. She wouldn't be able to handle it!-
-she had been laying on her bed staring at her ceiling when the idea hit - if she didn't want him to hurt her, then the answer was simple: if he was dead, he couldn't hurt her. And he couldn't leave her. She would hurt him before he could hurt her.-
-her mind made up, that voice ringing through her mind-
That's it. That's it, Renesmee. Good girl.
-she grinned and stood, heading to her dresser and pulling out something she knew that Jacob liked, his favorite lingerie set. Once dressed, she fixed her hair so that it flowed down her back in soft curls, applied some dark makeup - heavy eyeliner and dark red lipstick, smirking at her reflection as she turned around and headed out the door. But not before shooting a text to Jacob-
Jake - Meet me in the woods. There is a huge tree in the middle of the woods, standing alone. I'll be there tonight at sunset. Be there. See you soon. <3 Ness
-all said and done, she jogged out to the tree and waited. It wouldn't be long..... and then, she'd never have to worry about getting hurt again-
-she loved him. She knew she did, even when she was angry and wanted to hurt him. That was the thing. She loved him so much that it would kill her if he hurt her, if he decided he had enough. She wouldn't be able to handle it!-
-she had been laying on her bed staring at her ceiling when the idea hit - if she didn't want him to hurt her, then the answer was simple: if he was dead, he couldn't hurt her. And he couldn't leave her. She would hurt him before he could hurt her.-
-her mind made up, that voice ringing through her mind-
That's it. That's it, Renesmee. Good girl.
-she grinned and stood, heading to her dresser and pulling out something she knew that Jacob liked, his favorite lingerie set. Once dressed, she fixed her hair so that it flowed down her back in soft curls, applied some dark makeup - heavy eyeliner and dark red lipstick, smirking at her reflection as she turned around and headed out the door. But not before shooting a text to Jacob-
Jake - Meet me in the woods. There is a huge tree in the middle of the woods, standing alone. I'll be there tonight at sunset. Be there. See you soon. <3 Ness
-all said and done, she jogged out to the tree and waited. It wouldn't be long..... and then, she'd never have to worry about getting hurt again-