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Post by Bella Cullen on Dec 5, 2012 21:48:35 GMT -5
Bella continued to tell her the story of she and Jake's relationship. "And we sort of had this connection, we always have. I loved Jake...he was my best friend. But you have to know the love I felt for him is not like the love I feel for your father. It never was. But his love healed me when your father left thinking I'd be better off without him in my life. Things were just.....just so....mixed up." She watched her daughters face as she told the story of her and her best friend.
"After becoming pregnant with you, I instantly felt better when he was around. I know now that it was because even then, you were destined to be his."
She watched her closely as she held her daughters hand. "Do you have any more questions?"
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Post by Nessa on Dec 5, 2012 22:01:03 GMT -5
-she stared at her, unsure of what to say or even feel. Her Jake..... had been in love with her mom. She didn't know if she was more upset that he hadn't told her, or that she had just learned of it.- No.... I... I don't think I have anything else....... -she just looked at her mom, confused by all the emotions she had running through her.- Is that why daddy doesn't like Jake so much? Because he used to.... to... -she looked down at her nails, then back at her mom before speaking slowly- Because he used to love you?
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Post by Bella Cullen on Dec 5, 2012 22:39:21 GMT -5
She smiled and nodded. "I guess you can call it that. You also have to realize they are natural enemies. So putting that aside for me was a huge step. I always chose your father and it drove Jacob mad with it, thinking I was throwing my life away as a human. I never wanted this life more than anyone else. I decided."
She watched as Nessie became a little more nervous at the conversation. "Ness, you have to understand that we didn't know what the connection between us was. It was just destiny have him in my life."
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Post by Nessa on Dec 5, 2012 23:08:17 GMT -5
-she nodded her head, not even paying attention at this point. She didn't care about decisions her mom made. It was just.... strange. Her mom had kissed her Jake. Her Jake had been in love with her mom. Her dad hated the person that she wanted to spend all of her time with- Yeah. I guess. -she looked at her mom with new eyes now, trying to see what Jake would see; she had flawless skin, beautiful amber eyes, full lips and a beautiful smile. And her voice.... her mom's voice was comparable to Snow White's in that silly little child's movie. She was, in Nessie's eyes, the most beautiful woman in the world, and nothing could compare to that. There was no way that Jake would ever see her as pretty as her mom.-
I understand. -she said softly, even though she really didn't. She looked down at her nails, raw from where she had been picking at them, and sighed quietly.- I don't think I like growing up.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Dec 5, 2012 23:14:21 GMT -5
Bella shook her head, not buying it. "Are you sure, Ness. Something seems to be bothering you. This happened before we even...before he....we had a history, but that doesn't change your future with him." Taking her hands and shaking them as she spoke to get her to look in her eyes. "Renesmee, you are all Jacob wants. All he'll ever need. You are his soul mate. Things have worked out just as they should. Don't question a past, only look forward to the future."
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Post by Nessa on Dec 5, 2012 23:23:05 GMT -5
-she gave her mom's hand a light squeeze before letting go- That's easy for you to say. You have your happily ever after, mom. Now when I look at him, all I'm gonna see is how he is settling for me, when all he wanted was you. -she looked at her and shrugged her shoulders- Don't worry about me, mama. You have daddy. I'll...... deal with this myself. -gave a soft smile and started to stand from where she sat- Do you need anything else? If not I'm... I'm gonna go hunting.
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Post by Bella Cullen on Dec 5, 2012 23:25:48 GMT -5
"Renesmee! He is not settling for you. He is anything but. Can't you see the way he looks at you, it's not the same way he looked at me. There is a difference. You have to know that."
She watched her stand and shook her head. "I'll give you some time alone, but you need to realize--Jake is in love with you and you are his soul mate. Not me."
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Post by Nessa on Dec 5, 2012 23:43:28 GMT -5
-she sighed again, looking over her shoulder as she walked away- Whatever you say, mama. I'm gonna stay in my treehouse tonight. If Jake comes over tell him.... -she shrugged her shoulders and started walking towards the forest- Tell him I'm sick or something.
-without even waiting for a word, she took off into the woods without looking back.-
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Post by Bella Cullen on Dec 6, 2012 0:04:24 GMT -5
Bella called after her and sighed. It had come to this, she knew she had to face the facts one day she'd ask about Jake and their history, but she assumed that things wouldn't end this way. Renesmee ran off without another word as she buried her face into her hands and groaned. Edward would have a way to solve this, he always knew what to do. Maybe he could talk sense into their daughter. Feeling so bad and guilty that she made her daughter feel less like Jake's true love by their history.
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