Post by Esme Cullen on Dec 3, 2012 22:27:12 GMT -5
*she sat alone, in hers and Carlisles room most of the day. She could hear the children coming and going, but didn't feel like going out of their room. She heard the baby begin to cry, and then Rosalie's voice trying to comfort him. She was happy for her children, but it didn't stop her from feeling the pain and loss of her own child, lost so many years before. She had been so distraught over it, she had jumped from a cliff, to try and kill herself. Carlisle had saved her, and shown her what a hero was truly like. He took care of her, and loved her like no one else. Hearing the baby begin to cry again, she got up and walked downstairs and over to the window, jumping to the ground and taking off.
She ran through the forest, to the cliff where she could look down at the river raging below. She tried her best to be the woman she had been before, the glue that held this family together, but how do you hold a family together, when you are falling apart? How do you take care of the ones you love, when you are the one that needs to be taken care of? Standing at the edge of the precipice, she had two options, run back to the love of her lifes arms, begging him to take her away for a while, or she could jump. But all jumping would do is get her wet, it really wouldn't solve anything, just as it hadn't so many years before. Looking out over the edge, she turned and returned to their home, making her way upstairs to their bedroom, sitting on the bed, waiting and watching the creatures of the forest outside the window*
She ran through the forest, to the cliff where she could look down at the river raging below. She tried her best to be the woman she had been before, the glue that held this family together, but how do you hold a family together, when you are falling apart? How do you take care of the ones you love, when you are the one that needs to be taken care of? Standing at the edge of the precipice, she had two options, run back to the love of her lifes arms, begging him to take her away for a while, or she could jump. But all jumping would do is get her wet, it really wouldn't solve anything, just as it hadn't so many years before. Looking out over the edge, she turned and returned to their home, making her way upstairs to their bedroom, sitting on the bed, waiting and watching the creatures of the forest outside the window*
