Post by Nessa on Nov 14, 2012 16:03:05 GMT -5
-Jake was with the pack, and she was sitting in her treehouse by herself. She hadn't been getting along very well lately with her parents; they were worried that she was 'moving too fast' with Jacob. Heaven forbid that they take a look at THEIR relationship a bit closer. Her mom was always trying to jump her dad's bones before they were married, and her dad being the gentleman that he was wouldn't give in. Jacob was the same way with her. She wanted to do more, experience more, but he didn't want her to do something she would regret-
-the depth of her feelings for him were insane. She remembered how, just last year, she was more worried about if he would play Barbies with her than how she looked. Now when she knew he was coming by she would have to make sure her hair looked perfect, that she had on her makeup and that her clothing wasn't wrinkled. Her style of clothing had changed, too, much to her families chagrin. She preferred more showy clothes; she had a nice body, and didn't see why she had to keep it hidden. She shared her sense of humor with her Uncle Em; she loved inappropriate jokes, laughing at them and poking fun at the rest of her family. She was never mean, but she did enjoy the laughs.-
-but back to the topic at hand. Jake. And her virginity.-
-she was ready, she thought. At least to explore a bit more. She had seen him, and certainly felt him, more than her parents would probably care to know about. But she hadn't actually touched him anywhere that wasn't 'allowed'. She was curious about what was under those boxers that was so 'forbidden'. A light blush crossed her face and her breathing came a bit more quickly as a strange feeling moved through her body and settled low in her stomach. She swallowed thickly and clenched her legs together before shaking her head and laughing softly. She needed to talk to Jake, to spend time with him and let him know what was going on in her head.-
God, what's going on with me..... -sighed and tried to clear her mind before heading back to the house; the last thing she needed was for her dad to hear what she was thinking. That would just be.... weird.-
-the depth of her feelings for him were insane. She remembered how, just last year, she was more worried about if he would play Barbies with her than how she looked. Now when she knew he was coming by she would have to make sure her hair looked perfect, that she had on her makeup and that her clothing wasn't wrinkled. Her style of clothing had changed, too, much to her families chagrin. She preferred more showy clothes; she had a nice body, and didn't see why she had to keep it hidden. She shared her sense of humor with her Uncle Em; she loved inappropriate jokes, laughing at them and poking fun at the rest of her family. She was never mean, but she did enjoy the laughs.-
-but back to the topic at hand. Jake. And her virginity.-
-she was ready, she thought. At least to explore a bit more. She had seen him, and certainly felt him, more than her parents would probably care to know about. But she hadn't actually touched him anywhere that wasn't 'allowed'. She was curious about what was under those boxers that was so 'forbidden'. A light blush crossed her face and her breathing came a bit more quickly as a strange feeling moved through her body and settled low in her stomach. She swallowed thickly and clenched her legs together before shaking her head and laughing softly. She needed to talk to Jake, to spend time with him and let him know what was going on in her head.-
God, what's going on with me..... -sighed and tried to clear her mind before heading back to the house; the last thing she needed was for her dad to hear what she was thinking. That would just be.... weird.-