Post by Zoe DeBroux on Nov 8, 2012 19:52:13 GMT -5
<She listened as he explained how to become a vampire. She had so many questions but no clue where to begin. Excruciating pain, more than now. Hours or days, lots of morphine. Zoe still could not shake the thoughts of something chewing itself out of her. That was something from extreme horror movies, not real life. These things didn't HAPPEN in real life. Vampires did not exist either. Everything she thought she'd known about her friend Rose, was wrong, all a lie. No wonder she never ate anything. She wasn't anorexic...just...vampire. Giving Dr. Carlisle a nod as he stepped away to take a call. She looked through the clear glass window to the left of her and took in a deep, ragged breath. The sun was beginning to set and it may be the last one she ever saw. Did she want to die? No. Did she want to be a vampire....No? Turning to face Rosalie as Emmett stood and excused himself to leave them talk, she watched him leave then lowered her head to meet Rose's eyes.>
"I....I don't want to die. But...I don't know if I want to BE a...vampire. I don't know if I could handle it Rose. Could.....*winced at pain* could I have a few minutes by myself, to think about this? Please?"
<Rose nodded and said she understood. Leaving the room, as Zoe sat alone in the hospital type bed. She brought her hands up, hesitating on touching her stomach, then slowly lowered them onto her belly. Looking down at the large basketball size bulge as she sighed and a tear formed in her eye.>
"A baby?" <Would it be a monster? Visions of demon children entered her mind as she shut her eyes tight and shook her head. Sniffling as she wiped her face from the tears, knowing she had to make a choice. As she absentmindedly rubbed her stomach, motherly and loving. Realizing what she was doing, she began to sob harder. Did she want this....whatever it was. Laying back on the bed as she watched the sun go down with tears streaming down her face uncontrollably. Soon, sleep found her again.>
"I....I don't want to die. But...I don't know if I want to BE a...vampire. I don't know if I could handle it Rose. Could.....*winced at pain* could I have a few minutes by myself, to think about this? Please?"
<Rose nodded and said she understood. Leaving the room, as Zoe sat alone in the hospital type bed. She brought her hands up, hesitating on touching her stomach, then slowly lowered them onto her belly. Looking down at the large basketball size bulge as she sighed and a tear formed in her eye.>
"A baby?" <Would it be a monster? Visions of demon children entered her mind as she shut her eyes tight and shook her head. Sniffling as she wiped her face from the tears, knowing she had to make a choice. As she absentmindedly rubbed her stomach, motherly and loving. Realizing what she was doing, she began to sob harder. Did she want this....whatever it was. Laying back on the bed as she watched the sun go down with tears streaming down her face uncontrollably. Soon, sleep found her again.>