Post by Jacob Black on Oct 13, 2012 12:06:46 GMT -5
-Walking the forest at night, Nessie had gone to sleep, the Cullens were all doing their own thing. Jacob wanted some time to himself, Telling Leah and Seth to only call if he was really needed. That he needed to be alone, he would stay in human form to insure they wouldn't be able to mind link. Walking the damp forest, everything was silent apart from the owls that cicled above. The birds having gone to sleep, the night life was so much more quieter. Relying on hearing more than sight, it was peaceful, relaxing just what he needed.
Thinking back to the past struggles he had, had to face in keeping Nessie around Folks. The many of times it was thought and spoke of her leaving the area of Folks. He was always wondering if the next problem would be the one. The one in which, they would take her. No second thought of to what hurt each of them would be inflicting not only on Jake, but Nessie herself. If only she was a adult now, he didn't want to wish her time away as a youth. The thought of not being the only one to fight to stay together, was a tug at his heart strings. When Nessie had caught the coversation once before she had got upset at the thought of not being with "My Jake" To have her to want him just as much, as he wanted her in his life was something he wanted strongly. He yerned for it, he didn't want her youth to disapear over night, She hadn't had much time as a toddler to begin with. It wasn't about lust it was the bond. As a adult Bella and Edward would listen to her more, he had been a brother, a protector he was now a best friend. Although Jake was happy with that, it would be easier to have her as a adult. A second voice, to stand united with a bond that would have. Neither wanting to be apart for any period of time that was nessacery. The bond Jake could see them having would make anyone watching them, wanting to find their soul partner and never letting go. To have their entire excistance, belonging to that one person, sharing everything together. No secrets or lies nothing to hide, to be completly honest with another being. The problems they faced would be halfed as they had one another to lean on when they needed that lift. To be the person each other needed, Jake would protect Nessie make sure she was safe.
He even wanted a family, had dreams about it. Jake was a family man. To have his own family, with someone he loved with each fiber of his body. Was something truly amazing, beyond words, more than he ever dared ask for. That is what he wanted, with Nessie "His Nessie" That's right Nessie would be by his side forever now, forever is what they had. He had responsibilties with his pack and couldn't leave, so if anyone was to try to take her from him, they had better be able to hide, and run pretty damned fast. For Nessie was the one, he wouldn't have it any other way. Together they would stand united as one.
Thinking back to the past struggles he had, had to face in keeping Nessie around Folks. The many of times it was thought and spoke of her leaving the area of Folks. He was always wondering if the next problem would be the one. The one in which, they would take her. No second thought of to what hurt each of them would be inflicting not only on Jake, but Nessie herself. If only she was a adult now, he didn't want to wish her time away as a youth. The thought of not being the only one to fight to stay together, was a tug at his heart strings. When Nessie had caught the coversation once before she had got upset at the thought of not being with "My Jake" To have her to want him just as much, as he wanted her in his life was something he wanted strongly. He yerned for it, he didn't want her youth to disapear over night, She hadn't had much time as a toddler to begin with. It wasn't about lust it was the bond. As a adult Bella and Edward would listen to her more, he had been a brother, a protector he was now a best friend. Although Jake was happy with that, it would be easier to have her as a adult. A second voice, to stand united with a bond that would have. Neither wanting to be apart for any period of time that was nessacery. The bond Jake could see them having would make anyone watching them, wanting to find their soul partner and never letting go. To have their entire excistance, belonging to that one person, sharing everything together. No secrets or lies nothing to hide, to be completly honest with another being. The problems they faced would be halfed as they had one another to lean on when they needed that lift. To be the person each other needed, Jake would protect Nessie make sure she was safe.
He even wanted a family, had dreams about it. Jake was a family man. To have his own family, with someone he loved with each fiber of his body. Was something truly amazing, beyond words, more than he ever dared ask for. That is what he wanted, with Nessie "His Nessie" That's right Nessie would be by his side forever now, forever is what they had. He had responsibilties with his pack and couldn't leave, so if anyone was to try to take her from him, they had better be able to hide, and run pretty damned fast. For Nessie was the one, he wouldn't have it any other way. Together they would stand united as one.
