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Post by Leah Clearwater on Sept 11, 2012 16:25:28 GMT -5
Deep in the woods near the Cullen's home I came across an old dead tree stump that once was a beautiful Ponderosa Pine. It reminds me of those blood suckers I’m helping Jacob protect. Old and dead! –shaking my head- As I sit on the ground against the old dead stump I started pondering in thought of what might have been. If Sam hadn’t acted strangely when he went missing those couple of weeks and came back to me, or should I say back to La Push?! I wished I knew then what was wrong with him. He seemed so distant, so alone. And If Emily had never come to visit would Sam and I still be together? –picking up a long, thin dead branch, snapping it into small pieces and slinging them back into the cold quiet wilderness- I bounced back into reality thinking the past is the past and nothing can be changed now, not since Emily came to visit and Sam imprinted on her. If only I could find that certain someone to imprint on I could get away from Sam and his unruly thoughts of Emily. Then, for once I could be happy and not have to be so sad all the time –as my lips curved upwards into a half smile- Just the very thought of me being happy one day gives me the strength to move forward with Jacob’s pack and eventually get away from Sam, the Cullen’s, and this place.
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