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Post by Emmett Cullen on Oct 9, 2012 16:55:51 GMT -5
What a let down, sorta. Well, Renesmee was safe and so were all of us, but no physical fight? Bummer. I saw Rosalie sit down on the steps, as she normally did awaiting our favorite niece to walk through the door. I could tell Rose loved being an aunt, although she would give anything to be a mom. I wish, with all my being I could give her what she wanted. I only wanted her happy.
I took a seat next to her and wrapped my arm around her shoulders. "What you thinking about, princess?" Giving her my crooked smile that always made her melt, as I waited on her answer.
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Post by Rosalie Hale on Oct 9, 2012 17:42:17 GMT -5
*I felt Em wrap his arms around me so I leaned into him "Nothing" I said when he asked me what I was thinking. What I really wanted to say was that I hated the fact that Bella and Edward no longer lived in the house with us, well Nessie really. I missed having the child so close. I missed taking care of her, watching her change day to day. I felt like I was missing so much with her being in different house then the rest of the family. I understood that Bella and Edward wanted to be their own little family, heck if Em and I had a child I would want the same thing. I would want my family all to myself. "What is taking them so long? They are usually here by now" I got up from the stairs and made my way to the windows. Still no sign of them*
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Post by Emmett Cullen on Oct 9, 2012 17:51:25 GMT -5
I let out a sigh and looked down. I knew it was killing her, the bond she had with Renesmee. Things would never change for us to have a child, and that's the one thing she wanted, the one thing I couldn't give her. I walked over to her and placed both hands on her shoulders. "Maybe they stopped to hunt first, or they destroyed the house and are trying to cover it up." I said with a chuckle trying to lighten her mood.
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Post by Rosalie Hale on Oct 9, 2012 18:05:51 GMT -5
*Hearing my mate joke about my brother's sex life gave me the willies "Emmett that was a mental picture I could have done without" I joked as I nudge him with my elbow. I grabbed his arms and pulled them around me. There was nothing better then one of his bear hugs. I felt at peace in his arms, almost whole but no matter how complete he made me, there would always be something missing in my life. A void that Emmett could never fill no matter how hard he tried. Staring out into the woods from the large window, I lean my head back onto his chest. "I'm sorry Em" I said. I let it be at that. Sorry. That was all I could say. No words could ever express how much it killed me not to be able to give him the life that Edward has with Bella. Em could have children, Edward was "living" proof of that. Male vampires could procreate, it was female vampires that were unable to become pregnant. As was the reason why we would never have a family of our own. Pulling his arms tighter around me I closed my eyes and just stood there in his arms*
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Post by Emmett Cullen on Oct 9, 2012 18:13:34 GMT -5
I could feel her tense her body and shake her head at my joke. "Sorry babe." A grin was still on my face, thinking of all the houses Rosalie and I had destroyed through the years. She pulled my arms around her tighter as I held her to me. "I'm sorry, Em." She whispered as I closed my eyes.
I turned her to face me and cupped her face. "Don't you EVER be sorry, Rosalie. Ever. I know what you want, and baby, one day...one day I promise you I'll do what I can to make that dream a reality. I've never been happier with you, so don't you think you're letting me down. You understand me?" I wanted her to realize that she was all I needed to be happy. Sure, a child would be nice, but she was perfect in my eyes. My one and only love.
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Post by Rosalie Hale on Oct 9, 2012 18:41:42 GMT -5
*We stood there wrapped in each others arms, looking out the window. I felt so selfish, why could Emmett not be enough for me? I knew that if Em had to live a thousand years with just me in his life, that would be enough for him. Why oh why couldn't it be enough for me. I looked up into his eyes and smile, trying to push the thoughts aside. "I love you monkey" I kissed him on the tip of his nose "Forever and infinity" I rested my head on his chest again and stood there. He was my rock and that is what I needed right now*
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Post by Emmett Cullen on Oct 9, 2012 19:09:07 GMT -5
I stood there holding my woman in my arms as I rubbed her back, wishing I could do something. Maybe a talk with Carlisle later, something to get her mind off of things. She needed to get away, maybe that would help. "Look, there they are now...and I smell wolf. They must be nearby."
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Post by Emmett Cullen on Oct 9, 2012 19:09:37 GMT -5
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