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Post by Nessa on Jan 21, 2013 13:07:36 GMT -5
-they had been home for a couple of days, and yet she was still recuperating from Jane's little 'gift'. She had finally managed to get out of bed, managed to eat a bit and finally take a shower. She had also managed to not get screamed at by her family, much anyways. Now, she just needed to talk to Jake.-
-they hadn't spoken since she had come back from South America, and that bothered her. He didn't want anything to do with her now, though, now that her eyes weren't golden, but red. She wasn't deranged or crazy; she just had a different diet. Why couldn't he understand that?-
-a sigh slipped from her lips and she walked out the back door of the house to head into the woods. A long walk should fix her, she was sure of it. She just needed to breathe.-
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 21, 2013 14:19:33 GMT -5
-Jake was running perimeters with Seth and Embry, they had both stuck close by Jake since the whole thing with Nessie. Jake heard she was back from Italy, and now awake. Yet he still couldn't find it in him to go to her, to much had been done. Not enough time had past, since his talk with Rose he knew they had to talk. Jake just wasn't sure if he was ready still.-
~ML- Seth: Jake after this you fancy the cinema? There's a good horror on, and boy do i need a night out.
Embry: I'm up for that bud, Jake you need a night off. Take some time for yourself man.
I don't know guys, i mean i'm not great company. What the hell!!!! A horror sounds good to me.
-They all holwed, knocking into each other like they use to years back. Man it was good to muck about with the guys, just what he needed. They were always there for Jake, just as Jake was always there for them. A pack but also a family, the ties to each other were like no other.-
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Post by Nessa on Jan 21, 2013 14:44:07 GMT -5
-she could hear the wolves in the distance and knew that Jake was close by. Did she want to go and talk to him? Or did she run off in the opposite direction? Either way, she knew that he would know she was there.-
Crap.
-she rolled her shoulders and cracked her neck before climbing the nearest tree and letting her feet dangle over the edge of the branch, watching and waiting for him and his friends to come traipsing through.-
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 21, 2013 15:04:12 GMT -5
-As they ran every now and then trying to trip one another, they had come further than they thought. They were about to turn to head back, they needed to shower before the cinema. With the comments from the Cullens saying they stunk, they showered more often. Not that they would tell them that's what they did. As Jacob took his first step back, that smell..... the same one he couldn't recongisethe first time. This time it just hit his nose like a sting, should he ignore it? just carry on like he hadn't noticed or confront what was waiting for him.
Seth and Embry stopped, turned to see Jake still in his tracks. ~ML~ You two go, Nessie is near. I think nows the time we talk, i can't keep putting it off.
-They both lowered their heads, running back to La Push. The cinema would have to wait. Jacob just stood as he was, if she wanted to talk Nessie would have to be the one to come to him this time. Jacob wanted to show that even though he was imprinted to her, he wasn't a puppet to no string.-
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Post by Nessa on Jan 21, 2013 15:11:03 GMT -5
-she saw him standing underneath where she sat in the tree, grinning when the others ran off. She knew he could sense her; she saw it in the way that he held himself.-
Boo.
-her voice echoed in the woods and she laughed again before dropping in front of him and smiling softly, her eyes averted and on the ground so as to not bother him with their redness.-
Nice day, isn't it? I've been out here for a while just enjoying the sun and breeze. Don't let me keep you, though. You have things to do I'm sure.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 21, 2013 15:25:40 GMT -5
-Jake snorted as she made the comment of him having things to do, well he couldn't talk in wolf form. Looking at her, rasing a paw and putting it down to let her know he will be back. He wasn't going to shift infront of her, running into cover. Getting into his offcuts, Jacob ran back. Okay the lack of shirt was awkward, he wasn't expecting this. No shirt had never bothered him before, in this senerio.... he'd much rather be fully clothed.-
I asume your feeling better? -He still cared, he did a quick once over. There didn't seem to be any visual damage, he knew what damage that Jane could inflict.
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Post by Nessa on Jan 21, 2013 15:34:01 GMT -5
-she shrugged her shoulders and somehow managed to not stare at his chest when he came walking back towards her. She missed him. A lot.-
No worse for wear, I don't guess. I'll live.
-she had wanted to die; unable to see, unable to move or speak. It was the worst pain she had ever been in in her entire life. She sighed and looked up to meet his eyes, not missing the look on his face when he saw that her eyes were still red- How are you? -she asked quietly, unsure if she wanted to know the answer-
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 21, 2013 15:46:15 GMT -5
How am i?? -He took a deep breath- Well i've been with the pack since.... -He looked into her eyes, pain truck him.- Since i last saw you, before that i was worried out of my mind. Thinking the worst, not knowing who or what had got you, if you was alive or not. I have been to the bottom, i have yet to het myself back up. Nessie you've had me worried, angry, now i'm just plain confused. I've spoke to Rose, she seems to think you would have had a good enough reason. The reason your eyes are no longer the striking colour they once was. Me personally i'm on the fence line, i mean he couldn't have killed you. Did he hurt you Nessie? I don't want to hear you was hurt. I just need to understand why you took a humans life. Is it wrong for me to be angry at you, for doing something that for my entire time of being a wolf. That's what i've tried to stop Vamps doing, i just don't like it.
-He looked aty her with pleading eyes, all he wanted to do was to understand now. After all this was the Woman he was.... Is? in love with.-
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Post by Nessa on Jan 21, 2013 15:55:46 GMT -5
-she just stared at him as he spoke, her heart aching at the look of sadness, hurt and anger on his face-
Jake I..... -how did she explain it?-
I had a reason for what I did. And I'm not sorry I did it, like I said before. -she sighed and walked to the tree she had been sitting in before, sliding down the trunk until she sat comfortably on the ground with her back against it-
He was bad, Jake. He raped that little girl, tortured her then killed her. He was burying her when I found him. I couldn't help it. I was hungry and I just.... lost it. -she looked up at him and shrugged her shoulders- I'm not perfect and never claimed I would be. I never had a choice in the diet my family has. I still eat regular food, but if I'm going to hunt.... I want human blood. I like it.
-he wasn't looking at her. She had no idea what was going through his mind- I don't know what else to say. I would never, have never, killed anyone that didn't deserve it. He was bad. Very bad. And I'm not sorry.
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 21, 2013 16:11:50 GMT -5
-He stepped away from Nessie, as she said the words that cut him deep the last time. "I'm not sorry" Jacob couldn't believe it, for the first time. He was not just stepping away because he wanted to, he stepped away because he had to. For Nessie's safety he had to calm his anger down. Then as if she sensed it she delivered the thing that would calm him. "Jake. He raped that little girl, tortured her then killed her. He was burying her when I found him"
His heart sank, there was words of her powers had grown. Could she have seen everything that.... that bastard had done to that little girl? felt it even! shaking his head, he looked over at Nessie with sorrow. Sorrow for the little girl, the loss of life at such a young age.- Did you.... did you see all he did to her? Nessie if you saw, much less felt what he did. -He started to shake- I think i would have done the same. -Taking a step over, sitting by the tree not quite next to Nessie. They were however in arms length, the closest they had been for weeks.- I may understand that, you say you will continue to hunt humans? on what terms do you see it as justified to kill someone?
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Post by Nessa on Jan 21, 2013 16:25:48 GMT -5
-she instantly felt.... better. Him being close to her was something she hadn't known she missed that much.-
If they deserve it. I refuse to hurt anyone that's innocent, Jake. But men like... like him. -she shook her head and shivered as images of the man ran back through her mind- She was only 7, Jake. She didn't deserve what he did to her. And no one else deserved what he was planning to do either.
-taking a chance, as well as a deep breath, she moved a bit closer to him so that their arms were almost touching. She missed him so much. She didn't know what to do with herself half the time when he was gone; but now the question was... what would he do when he found out she had been gone for weeks with Nahuel?-
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 21, 2013 16:37:55 GMT -5
Deep down i knew there had t be reason, i just hopd it would ba good enough one for me to except. I don't think your a bad person, it's that i think your so pure hearted. That i couldn't believe it, it was just such a shock Nessie. I don't like the thought of you taking lives, i hope that i can get to terms with it. We need to talk about what things these people do to be deemed as evil. It's not a pick n mix Ness it's life we're talking about. Theives and robbers for instance, most are just misguided or doing it for reasons unknown.
-Nessie moved closer, Jacob instantly wanted her skin on him. To feel her flesh against him, physical contact between them. He'd missed her so much, weeks had gone by. The longest they had been apart, even as a babe he had held her as much as he could. Reaching to put his arm around her, it felt like a first date. The famous move of yarn stretch and arm around your date, Jacob almost chuckled.-
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Post by Nessa on Jan 21, 2013 16:49:31 GMT -5
-she grinned, then flat out laughed when his arm went around her shoulders; her head nuzzled his neck as she always used to and she let out a sigh. She would tell him, eventually, about Nahuel. But right now... Right now, she just needed her Jake.-
So what all did you do while I was gone? Get another girlfriend? -she grinned and moved a bit closer, putting one of her legs across his and placing her hand on his leg. Good God, she had missed this.-
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Post by Jacob Black on Jan 21, 2013 17:06:26 GMT -5
-He laughed- Well there was this woman called Rebecca, she was gorgeous. -He stopped as she elbowed him in the ribs, they both looked at each other grinning. For a moment to Jake her eyes didn't bother him, he was just glad Nessie was home. Sitting right next to him, her head resting on him. Things were not the same, he wasn't even sure if they were still a couple. Just for now, she was Nessie and Jacob was Jacob no labels, just enjoying the moment.-
Nessie? -He sat leaned her up, putting his hand under her chin. Gently pushing her head up as to look each other in the eye, again the red eyes were back with him. Blinking as if he could change the colour, Jake spoke his words.-
I ask one thing of you, as your the one person i care about the most. -Jacob smiled as he saw Ness relax, smiling at his words.- Your never to disappear on me like that again!? WAIT.... please let me finish before i start stuttering my words. If you need space or somethings on your mind, you can tell me. I'm not a monster that won't understand, you must understand that i need to know your safe. That's all i need, the reasurance that your not harmed or in any danger. Being in a relationship, don't mean we need to be joint to the hip. It just means i'm protective of you, maybe sometimes too much. Blame some of that on the Alpha in me, the other half on the love i have for you. I assure you it's love! Not just imprinted bonding, real love Nessie. Always will i love you, no matter what happens from now.
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Post by Nessa on Jan 21, 2013 17:13:47 GMT -5
-she blushed and pressed her hand into his palm-
Okay. I won't leave without saying something. I just... I had to get away for a bit, ya know? I had so much on my mind and with the dreams and just... everything. It was too much.
-she looked up at him and placed her hand on his cheek- I dreamed about you and mom. You were on a mountain and you.... you guys were kissing. And you said something about that should have been your first kiss. And then I saw Alice and just... I couldn't handle it. But I'm okay now. I'm not going to run from it, I'm going to embrace it.
-she nodded her head- So. Tell me about this Rebecca chick... She have any skeletons in her closet? -she grinned at him and playfully snapped her teeth together-
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