Clotho
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There is NO Fate but what I make
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Post by Clotho on Jan 4, 2013 18:17:01 GMT -5
"Nessie...." she trailed off a bit, thinking. "One of my principal duties is designing and assigning soul mates, yes." Putting a finger to her lips and smiling some. "And while I know that things always end the way I mean them, too...the journey to it is entirely up to each individual. You..and Jacob..both so stubborn."
She could see so many emotions clouding Ness's face and wanted to put a hand out, to comfort and assure her that the questions she heard whispering through her head, shouldn't vex her so. Instead,she wrinkled her nose down at the now cooling body of the dead male and circled around Nahuel again. "Tell me, what makes you think you DON'T belong with Jacob? Everyone has a choice and you should know that Jacob loves you enough to let you go IF you chose another. Would he be happier if you stayed away? Renesmee? You already know the answer to that without me telling you.
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Post by Nessa on Jan 4, 2013 20:43:02 GMT -5
-she sighed and looked back at the frozen Nahuel standing beside her. Not even caring that Clo was there, she reached out and ran a finger across his cheek as she let out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding- I'm sure he would. But he would be happy eventually, too. -she kicked at the rock again and dropped her hand from Nahuel's face before looking back at Clo-
I don't want to go back to how I was before. My gifts are getting bigger. And I'm getting stronger. And I don't want to eat animals anymore! -she was getting whiny now, pouting and on the verge of throwing a tantrum.- I want to be FREE!
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Clotho
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There is NO Fate but what I make
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Post by Clotho on Jan 4, 2013 20:54:17 GMT -5
*glancing around, her voice low and knowing*
"The only chains binding you, Nessie, are the ones in your mind. Think you that you know everyone so well in your life that you can think and speak for them?"
*Not missing the languid touch the girl gave Nahuel, or the tender look in her dark eyes, she pointed to the corpse on the ground*
"A killer. You know this. If you choose to decide to hunt humans, hunt ones like this one then. While your family may cringe at your choice, if you take ones like this, you are HELPING humanity, no matter how you look at it. You will save more lives than you will take. This you know." She paused a bit, cocking her snowy head. "As for your gift getting bigger, then I shall tell you what I tell Gwen..you have a responsibility to YOURSELF to hone them. And to do so among those who love you and can help you. What of the Amazons? The Denali's? Benjamin? Siobhan and her coven. They can ALL help you, child. You don't have to run and hide in the jungles and ruin not just your life but Jacob's too....trying to escape your destiny."
*A light and chiding tone in her voice now*
"Your father fought his...which is your mother. Jacob fought his..which is you. And you are fighting yours..which is his. Yes..you have much in common in Nahuel, and yes, he will understand you in ways most can't. But Jacob...he is quite simply, the other half of your soul. You CAN live without him, and he without you. No, I take that back. You will both exist...but you will not truly live."
*Reaching out to touch Nessa's cheek*
"It isn't fair to show someone the sun, Renesmee, then leave them in darkness. Even the devil may cry when he looks around hell and realizes he's alone."
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Post by Nessa on Jan 4, 2013 21:14:12 GMT -5
-she pouted more and started fidgeting; she always got nervous when she felt like she was being talked to by authority figures-
I would never hurt someone that didn't deserve it. I can barely kill animals. But this... this.... -she pointed at him and grimaced- thing didn't deserve to breathe anymore. Not after what he did to that little girl he buried back there. Her light was snuffed out too quick. -her eyes started to tear as she looked at the mound of freshly moved dirt, goosebumps appearing on her flesh.-
I need to go home, don't I, Clo? -her voice was soft, quiet and on the verge of breaking with her tears. She missed her Jake, even though she didn't feel that she deserved him. She missed her mom, though she knew that the disappointment on her face would kill her. She missed her father and her Em and Jay. And Alice and Rose. Papa and Gramma. Everyone. She hadn't let herself realize it before, but now... now she wanted to go back. She just wondered if she could take Nahuel with her.-
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Clotho
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There is NO Fate but what I make
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Post by Clotho on Jan 4, 2013 21:33:26 GMT -5
*she felt every single emotion racing through Renesmee as if it were her own, being this close to her, she couldn't shield herself. Pulling her close suddenly, wrapping arms around her tightly and stroking a hand along her thick hair, trying to soothe her as she would Gwen*
"Never let fear, of any sort, rule you, my sweet Nessie. Yes. You need to go home.Where you belong, whether you feel you do or not. Your family did not fight so hard for you only to lose you to self doubt. Go home, Renesmee. Go home to your family. And your heart. You owe them all that much...." Pulling away to cup her cheek* You are worth more than you realize, child. Are destined for more than hiding out in the woods here."
*bringing her face down, she placed a soft kiss on her forehead then stepped back, releasing her.*
"Sometimes we end up running far away from the answers we're seeking, rather than TO them. I'm not saying Nahuel isn't going to be a part of your life, he is, if that helps you at all. And Ness? You're wrong....." slight pause, violet eyes swirling with a burst of silver now. "You were born to love him, Jacob. It's not just a one way street, at all. Your souls are simply made of the same thing. I must go my darling. But you know you can always summon me anytime. Always."
*She waved her hand again, using her powers to put Nessie right back into the frozen Nahuel's arm, grinning at the girls gasp*
"Choices. Make the right one, my dear."
*And with that, the Goddess shimmered out in a burst of soft purple light. The moment she was gone, Nahuel was unfrozen*
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Post by Nahuel on Jan 4, 2013 21:45:35 GMT -5
....He leaned in closer, keeping eye contact with her. His heart sped up twice as fast as it normally beat. His body shaking with nerves and his face flushed almost with fear. She was so beautiful, and here with him. His lips were just inches from hers, her scent breathtaking.
"Nahuel? Renesmee?" He heard his aunt call out their names and he pulled away, straightening his body out as he cleared his throat, feeling embarrassed. <Coming Huilen.> He called out to her so she wouldn't worry. He looked to the ground and shook his head, thinking maybe it really wasn't meant to happen that way.
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Post by Nessa on Jan 4, 2013 21:50:12 GMT -5
-it was amazing how quickly she was back in Nahuel's grasp and how his lips were almost pressed against hers. Then his aunt called out and she sighed, her red eyes meeting his as a sheepish smile came to her lips as she took a step back- Guess fate decided to intervene, huh? -sighing and shaking her head, she reached out to grab his hand and press her lips to his knuckles-
Nahuel.... I'm going to have to go back. To Forks. -her voice was soft when she said so and her thumb rubbed against the top of his hand. It hurt her more than she had expected to say that she was going back, but she owed it to her family. To Jake. He had waited for her, he loved her, he treated her like a princess. But no matter how much she loved him, and he loved her, Nahuel had forever earned a place in her heart-
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Post by Nahuel on Jan 4, 2013 21:54:01 GMT -5
He nodded knowing the day would come, but he hadn't expected it so quickly. <I...understand.> Feeling somewhat responsible that maybe he had crossed the line with her in an unwanted advance. It wasn't like him at all, but he just couldn't stop thinking about kissing her. Or having her all to himself, selfishly. He wanted her to stay here with him, love him, be with him. But her heart belonged to another. Forcing a smile to his face as she held his hand, he pulled her to him and wrapped his arms around her kissing the top of her head. <Whatever makes you happy, Ness.>
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